Last few days have
been quite chaotic for me. My boyfriend is getting a transfer to Germany. He'll be moving out of the country in two months. If you follow my blog even a little bit, you'd know I love him insanely. I am so proud of him, so very proud, but a little part of me
dies every time I see him figuring out the going away logistics. I am with him, having the
best time of my day, and reminding myself to not get too used to it, it'll hurt too badly later. Also, in the
recent turn of events, I am being offered a new role at work, but that involves
relocating to Pune in like three weeks. I hate that place, and that would mean that I'll be moving out even before my boyfriend. Can't get crappier! I don’t know if I should take it or
not. Litchies this year are are horrible. Stupid pesticides! I miss my family
terribly. I have forgotten to make nice sandwiches. I don't know if I should get a hair cut or not. I am too afraid I'll lose touch with my family and my boyfriend.
Obviously some of
these problems are not as important as the others. I have decided to not think
about any of these, and also, to not love people more than one day worth of hurt when
they go away. And as it turns out, I am obviously not doing a good job at the ‘not thinking’ part either. That's one more to the list.
Also, I got these pulley
earphones that coil on pressing a button. I was happy until I found out how
useless they are. The pulley is super heavy and they don’t have a hook to stick
it on me. They fall off from my ears. Utterly useless. Thank God they are pretty.
